ah life’s been tough for the past few weeks. well, 2 weeks.
going through a rough period of my life. but God is transforming me, every single day. i’m changing, yes. but definitely for the better.
i’ve realised many things. like how i’ve wasted the past 4 years of my life. it’s like, i haven’t been striving to do my best. the only thing i look forward to everyday is, the end of school. i just go to school, have fun with my friends, stay out of trouble. gotta remember to stay OUT OF TROUBLE. especially with mrs lee. it’s like everytime i don’t have my notes, i’ll be praying and praying for time to pass by faster. and for me to not get into trouble with mrs lee. then i’ll step out of the class going “SUCCESS! SHE DIDN’T NOTICE, SHE DIDN’T SCOLD ME. YES.” feeling like i’m at the top of the world. crazy fel, crazy. hahahaha.
but now i’m studying. i can’t believe this. i am actually, mugging. and Daddy i want my A1 for my O level higher chinese okay. :D and my straight As for A levels.
i’m actually pretty excited this is happening to me. even though it’s kinda late, i feel like a flop, what the hell am i doing blablabla, but it’s good. it’s all good. it’s all for my profit, right Jesus? :) can’t wait for my exams to be over. 29 days and counting. can’t wait to share my testimony, and bring glory to You.
life is awesome that way.
greet every morning with a smile. you’ll never know when’s the last time you’re gonna do it. LOL.
today miss teo was giving us a motivational talk. sortof. but she said stuff like “life is not going to get better, it will only get worse” hmmmm miss teo… LOL.
but she’s really hardworking. she’s so insanely hardworking! ahhhh. hahhaa. Godsent okay, to spur me on. hahaha. thank you Jesus :) and the bus ride today. if i didn’t meet oonhim on the bus i wouldn’t know about the 10 day crash course thing LOL.